At this night, after hearing a long story from my own sister about her experiences when she was in senior high school, i was really amazed and fascinated. The same school when i was spending all of my time in senior high school. Reality, the time between me and my sister is absolutely different, even from the characteristic of the students, the habit in that school, and especially the ratio of intelligence, too far compared to my time in the same school. Compared to my self, i think i couldn't compete with the students that my sister told me. The students at my time wasn't comparable to students in the past, but the same school. So while my sister's telling her experience, i kept thinking that too much gap,,intelligence gap.. When i was hearing those experiences, i used laptop on my hands with internet connection there, so i suddenly searched the name or my sister friend that she told me before.. wooww,, every name that she mentioned was a successful person now. So, i started thinking that my own self wasn't comparable with them, all i had done in school 5 or more years ago was a big worthless in my life (maybe) such as: too much sleepy at the lesson, eventhough i was on the first, second, or the third year, sleepy was a great mistake, then my imagination couldn't develop there, why? because actually dorm living was a life where a student couldn't depend on freedom, everything was binded by rules..
Suddenly i realized that all those things are just the obstacles trying to debilitate me. Then i felt that i had to keep struggling wheter the current condition was so hard and trying to make me weak. I remembered a quote from Christian Song "Eventhough now you're struggling with dropping tears from your eyes, keep patient cause you'll finally harvest all the result in the end"
That's a great quotes from God,..Therefore, now everytime i walk to continue my journey in my life, i believe that God will never let me burden all the things, cause i'm sure, eventhough God seemed to have abbandoned me, He keeps to be watching me....Thanks God, You'll always be my Savior
-Benget-
Suddenly i realized that all those things are just the obstacles trying to debilitate me. Then i felt that i had to keep struggling wheter the current condition was so hard and trying to make me weak. I remembered a quote from Christian Song "Eventhough now you're struggling with dropping tears from your eyes, keep patient cause you'll finally harvest all the result in the end"
That's a great quotes from God,..Therefore, now everytime i walk to continue my journey in my life, i believe that God will never let me burden all the things, cause i'm sure, eventhough God seemed to have abbandoned me, He keeps to be watching me....Thanks God, You'll always be my Savior
-Benget-
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